The Wandering Beloved

Wanna know what the real problem is? It's God.

Deep down, in that quiet place of the heart, the problem isn't doubt-it's disappointment. Hurt by the church. Betrayed by leaders. Embarrassed by how "Christians" behave. So I walked away. For more than a decade, I left God behind and chased success, money, and happiness instead. I blamed God for the wounds His people caused me.

But that wasn't God.

What followed was not a return to religion-but an unexpected pursuit. Through the army, coaching professional hockey in Europe, serving victims of war in Burma, and a long, lonely walk across Spain, I began to encounter a God I didn't recognize. Not a rule-keeper. Not a tradition-enforcer. A God after the heart.

In the middle of depression and doubt, faith didn't come from a warm feeling or a church service. It came through reason, evidence, and a hard, honest reckoning with reality. God wasn't just real-He was good.

Want to know if God is actually real? Want to meet the real Jesus?

Come on an adventure in this ten year anniversary edition.

Binding Type: Paperback
Publisher: Small Revolution Publishing
Published: 12/23/2025
ISBN: 9780991772445
Pages: 156
Weight: 0.41lbs
Size: 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.36d