From a very young age I was trapped in satanism, I didn't know any better than this until I was old enough to go to college. I struggled with so many physical and mental problems that I no longer wanted to live. God had other plans for me and lead someone on my path that I met in college. To make a long story short, this person (now my husband) helped me break out of satanism together with Jesus and we went through some crazy and extremely difficult years. In this period a lot of repressed memories came back and I started on a long, hard road of healing and deliverance together with Jesus to repare all the damage that was done during the years I was trapped in satanism. He helped me with every step of my healing process and knew exactly what needed to be done. And now I am a completely different person During this healing journey I had a lot of conversations and encounters with Jesus. I captured some of them in this book in the form of drawings and little stories. So this book is sort of a journal with art, the stories are not fiction; they are real moments I captured. I hope this book will bring encouragement, hope and healing. And I hope that through this book, you will know that Jesus is never far away but very close instead.