Being Mean: A Memoir of Sexual Abuse and Survival

Being Mean is about learning how to acknowledge and live with incomprehensible experiences in the healthiest ways possible. Told in vignettes relative to markers of age and experience, Patricia Eagle reveals the heartbreak and destruction of sexual abuse, from age four to thirteen, by her father. Eagle uses dissociation and numbing in response to his abusive behavior, her mother's complacency, and as a way to block her own sense of self.

How does a child come to know what is safe or unsafe, right or wrong, normal or abnormal? How does a young woman learn the difference between real love and a desire for sexual pleasure stimulated by abusive childhood sexual experiences? Careening through life, Eagle wonders how to trust others and, most importantly, herself. As a mature woman struggling to understand and live with her past, she remains earnest in her pursuit of clarity, compassion, and trust.

Binding Type: Paperback
Publisher: She Writes Press
Published: 06/11/2019
ISBN: 9781631525193
Pages: 376
Weight: 0.90lbs
Size: 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.90d

Review Citations: Foreword 05/14/2019