{"product_id":"when-it-hurts-to-believe-9781911761334","title":"When It Hurts To Believe","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eWhat do you do when your prayers feel unanswered, your faith feels dry, and God seems painfully silent?\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cem\u003eWhen It Hurts to Believe \u003c\/em\u003ei\u003c\/strong\u003es a deeply personal and brutally honest journey through grief, depression, spiritual dryness, and doubt, and how one man found God not by escaping the pain, but by walking through it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOnce a seminarian who turned away from the Church and declared himself an atheist, author \u003cstrong\u003eNash Delos Santos \u003c\/strong\u003eshares his raw and redemptive story of rediscovering God in the most unexpected places: in the silence of depression, the brokenness of marriage, the pain of loss, and the hidden grace of the Eucharist.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThrough real-life experiences, Catholic reflections, and gentle encouragement, this book invites readers to confront their own questions: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eWhy does a loving God allow suffering?\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eWhat does it mean when we don't \"feel\" God anymore?\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eCan faith survive tragedy, doubt, and silence?\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf you've ever wrestled with God in the dark, or sat in church with a tired soul, \u003cstrong\u003e\u003cem\u003e When It Hurts to Believe\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e was written for you. This is not a book of answers, it's a companion for the journey.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Noble Legacy Publishing\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/20\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781911761334\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 124\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.51lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.34d","brand":"Nash de Los Santos","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52107881709749,"sku":"9781911761334","price":12.74,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_44bbcc0e-f7a7-42fe-ac4d-9c6c5d9e980d.jpg?v=1765862873","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/when-it-hurts-to-believe-9781911761334","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}