{"product_id":"when-forever-changes-9781959194996","title":"When Forever Changes","description":"\u003cp\u003eGabby\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLooking back, I should have seen the signs. Perhaps I did, but I subconsciously chose to ignore them. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom the time I was ten, when I first met Dylan, I knew he was my forever guy. Back then, I couldn't put words to what I was feeling, but, as the years progressed, I came to recognize it for what it was-soul-deep love. The kind only very few people ever get to experience. Dylan was more than just my best friend, my childhood sweetheart, my lover. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was my soul mate. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWe were carved from the same whole-destined to be together forever.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eUntil he changed. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd I believed I was no longer good enough. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eUntil he shattered me so completely, it felt like I ceased to exist. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd I'd never experienced such heart-crushing pain.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eUntil he leveled me a second time, and I truly wanted to die.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut I had to stay strong because I wasn't alone in this cruel twist of fate.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI look to the sky, pleading with the stars, begging someone to tell me what I should do because I don't know how to deal with this. I don't know how to cope when my forever has changed, and I can't help wondering if I had seen the signs earlier, if I'd pushed him, would it have been enough to save us?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOr had fate already decided to alter our forever?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Siobhan Davis\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 09\/27\/2023\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781959194996\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 514\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.42lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 1.15d","brand":"Siobhan Davis","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43544089002165,"sku":"9781959194996","price":17.84,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_ef7daf4c-4499-4c1f-a73a-b9a8318da08d.jpg?v=1706118763","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/when-forever-changes-9781959194996","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}