{"product_id":"the-unforgotten-prayer-9781450291156","title":"The Unforgotten Prayer","description":"\u003cp\u003eThis is my story - my life from the horrors of war and slaughter to the travails of change and atonement. For much of my life I lived in fear that my past would catch up to me. I hid my beliefs and prejudices and walked among the gentle, unsuspecting people of a small American town. I am, or was, an embodiment of madness, atrocity, cruelty and horror. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eI had to remind myself how to behave, react and interact with those around me. I could not pick my friends, neighbors or the people I would like to associate with. I could not express my desires and thoughts. I could not do what I wanted to do. I was locked inside a mad world without the ability to make any contribution, as I used to do - during the war and before it. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eFriends and neighbors? I shunned them. Social groups and religious organizations? I shunned them as well. Often I thought it better to turn myself in or die one way or another - just to get everything over with. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eThat changed one day - a miraculous day when a young child came into my life and helped me back into life, reappraisal, and a quest for atonement. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eThat young child was Jewish. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eAnd I am a former SS officer.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e iUniverse\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 02\/07\/2011\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781450291156\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 220\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.66lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.46d","brand":"Danny Rittman","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":39956304887989,"sku":"9781450291156","price":13.56,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/products\/img_db9356dd-2240-45f8-ae65-cbdcbec0e31e.jpg?v=1620219945","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/the-unforgotten-prayer-9781450291156","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}