{"product_id":"the-one-before-the-first-9781068462900","title":"The One Before the First","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eFor readers of confessional poetry, heartbreak prose, and raw emotional memoirs, \u003c\/strong\u003e \u003cem\u003eThe One Before The First\u003c\/em\u003e is a raw, unflinching collection about first love, obsessive longing, and the grief that follows it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThrough bruised reflections and visceral imagery, it traces the slow descent of someone awakening to intimacy-only to unravel in the aftermath of a not-quite relationship.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is the haunting of almosts: the texts that meant too much, the nights you couldn't sleep, the illusion of being seen, and the brutal clarity that follows disillusionment.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA poetic autopsy of someone who gave you fragments, yet somehow still took everything. For anyone who's ever loved the one who came before the first.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e 3 Gargoyles Publishing\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/01\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781068462900\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 174\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.53lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.40d","brand":"Kerry Burton-Galley","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52491431313589,"sku":"9781068462900","price":10.19,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_1a380dd4-4601-4b33-b53a-bf03189cf5f7.jpg?v=1777996311","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/the-one-before-the-first-9781068462900","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}