{"product_id":"the-not-outcast-special-edition-9781955873277","title":"The Not-Outcast (Special Edition)","description":"\u003cp\u003eCutler Ryder was everything I wasn't. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was the hockey star. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI was an outcast. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHis two parents loved him. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy mom was a junkie. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy dad barely knew me. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYears passed.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI got my life together.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCut went onto NHL stardom. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThen there was a text. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI was drinking. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere was a party. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCut was there... \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him. \u003c\/p\u003eThe only problem? He never knew I existed.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Tijan\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 01\/21\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781955873277\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 432\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.99lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 1.07d","brand":"Tijan","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45078853943477,"sku":"9781955873277","price":16.14,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_fda21be1-1256-40a2-8a16-ea81b230facf.jpg?v=1738681877","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/the-not-outcast-special-edition-9781955873277","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}