{"product_id":"the-not-outcast-9781951771522","title":"The Not-Outcast","description":"\u003cp\u003eCutler Ryder was everything I wasn't. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was the hockey star. I was an outcast. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHis two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYears passed.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI got my life together.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCut went onto NHL stardom. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThen there was a text. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI was drinking. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere was a party. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCut was there... \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him. \u003c\/p\u003eThe only problem? He never knew I existed.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Tijan\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 12\/01\/2020\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781951771522\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 448\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.24lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.51w x 1.00d","brand":"Tijan","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":38027634278581,"sku":"9781951771522","price":15.29,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/products\/img_b46806fa-cbcb-4ed9-baf6-b3c38aae1809.jpg?v=1609193382","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/the-not-outcast-9781951771522","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}