{"product_id":"still-alive-but-at-what-cost-9798994506219","title":"Still Alive But At What Cost","description":"\u003cp\u003eBurke Bryant has run toward disasters in dozens of countries. Pulled people from rubble in Haiti. Watched villages drown in Indonesia. Carried strangers through artillery fire in Ukraine. Received two Presidential Lifetime Achievement Awards for work most people couldn't do for a week.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe couldn't go to his mother's funeral.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStill Alive is the memoir Burke Bryant didn't want to write. For over a decade, he told himself the work was service - and it was. But it was also armor. A way to stay in motion so he never had to sit still long enough to face what the motion was costing him. The relationships he couldn't hold onto. The grief he kept outrunning. The creeping truth that a man who could extract strangers from war zones had no idea how to be present in his own life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a story about heroism. It's a story about what heroism can hide - and what happens when there are no more disasters to run to and the only thing left is yourself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Burke Bryant\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 04\/24\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798994506219\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 344\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.71lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.25w x 0.86d","brand":"Burke Bryant","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52801346044085,"sku":"9798994506219","price":15.31,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/still-alive-but-at-what-cost-9798994506219","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}