{"product_id":"if-i-lose-her-9781990253690","title":"If I Lose Her","description":"\u003cb\u003eFor fans of Ashley Audrain and Stacey Willingham, a gripping domestic thriller exploring postpartum depression in a suburban nightmare--ideal for those intrigued by psychological depth and real-life suspense.\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eWho can you trust when you can't trust yourself?\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e The pregnancy podcasts warned Joanna Baker about the baby blues, but when a near-fatal mistake places the first-time mom under the watchful eye of Child Protective Services, she receives a serious diagnosis. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e Postpartum depression. Jo hears the words, yet they don't make sense. Nothing does. Her blackouts are increasing, and she can't recall events she's been accused of. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e As she fights to keep her daughter, she discovers cracks in her neighborhood, family, and her own home. With the support of her sisters, she attempts to piece together her traumatic past and uncover who is truly in control. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e Jo must battle her faltering mind to save what's most important--her daughter.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Rising Action\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 02\/11\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781990253690\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 336\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.65lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.40h x 5.30w x 0.90d","brand":"Brianne Sommerville","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45000517714101,"sku":"9781990253690","price":15.29,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_e85694e5-956e-4ced-8a99-7ef49ddbdf3e.jpg?v=1736265082","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/if-i-lose-her-9781990253690","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}