{"product_id":"finn-9798348492113","title":"Finn","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eFalling for my girlfriend's twin brother wasn't what I had in mind when I hired him to be my son's nanny.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWorking on my family's cattle ranch, the hours are long, and sometimes unpredictable, so when my regular nanny quits, leaving me in a pinch, I have to think fast. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn walks Ash Tudor. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy opposite in almost every way. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe's cheerful and bubbly, has horrible taste in music, and does yoga in my yard almost every morning in the tightest shorts I've ever seen.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eNot that I'm looking.\u003c\/em\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut it's none of those things that have me scratching my head and second guessing everything I thought I knew about myself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNo... it's the fact that he's a \u003cem\u003ehim\u003c\/em\u003e and I can't seem to keep my eyes away, no matter how confusing that may be. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI'm nearly thirty, and never once have I looked at another man the way I catch myself looking at him. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe feelings and urges growing inside of me make no sense, and then when he gets a special delivery to the house of items he plans to use on himself, I can't stop imagining him doing just that... Or imagining \u003cem\u003eme \u003c\/em\u003eusing them on him. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut confusion and curiosity aside, I can't fall into bed with my son's nanny. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDoing so would be reckless and irresponsible. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNo matter how tempting it may be.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Ashley James\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 03\/06\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798348492113\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 348\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.19lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.95d","brand":"Ashley James","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45419096768693,"sku":"9798348492113","price":19.54,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_9dcfacd7-c4d8-4cad-9c59-702d226869e0.jpg?v=1748390896","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/finn-9798348492113","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}