{"product_id":"father-or-not-9781956074666","title":"Father Or Not","description":"\u003cp\u003eDishonesty, deceit, betrayal, resentment, and envy all played a part in my self-destructive life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe path in front of me was littered with unwanted emotions. I fought my inner man constantly\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eagainst the truth. The surface of my life seemed normal to the onlooking eye, but the reality of\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ewho I really was and what I'd been taught to be, was anything but normal. It was a rollercoaster\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eof confusion and false hope planted and harvested by the woman I placed above God Himself, \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003emy mother, She was the driven force of whom I wanted to please.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut, the darkness in her told a different story of who she was. It would be years before the veil\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethat covered her deceitfulness showed itself. Her promises reeled me in, and her trust blinded\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eme from the destruction waiting in the distance. I knew nothing, nor was I told anything about\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethe parents that had been chosen for me. I had but one alternative, to turn to the man in my life, \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003emy father. But little did I know, his role in my life was as devastating as my mother's. He was\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethe absolute secret, and the reality of who he was would one day test my love for him. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Global Summit House\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 08\/12\/2021\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781956074666\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 56\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.21lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.13d","brand":"Derrick Turner","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":41596139897013,"sku":"9781956074666","price":6.79,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/products\/img_4262e6dd-64ab-43cd-8a16-74037f9220d7.jpg?v=1644333583","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/father-or-not-9781956074666","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}