{"product_id":"bipolar-is-who-i-am-9798990812857","title":"Bipolar Is Who I Am","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eBipolar Is Who I Am\u003c\/strong\u003e is not a clinical explanation of mental illness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt's what it actually feels like to live inside it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOne missed dose. One bad decision. One sleepless night-and everything can unravel.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eChris LaFreniere takes you inside the mind of someone living with bipolar 1 disorder-not from the outside looking in, but from the middle of the storm. The manic highs that feel unstoppable. The crushing lows that make survival feel like a victory. The impulsive decisions that can destroy relationships, careers, and identity in a matter of moments.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a sanitized story.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt's raw. It's honest. And it doesn't look away from the damage.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou'll walk through: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe chaos of undiagnosed bipolar disorder\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eAddiction, reckless choices, and the edge of losing everything\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003ePsychosis, memory loss, and a mind that can't always be trusted\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe weight of consequences-and the responsibility to face them\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe daily fight to rebuild a life that once seemed beyond repair\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut this book doesn't stop at the struggle.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt's about what comes after.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThrough faith, discipline, and relentless effort, Chris discovers something deeper than survival: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethat stability isn't given-it's fought for.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThat identity isn't defined by diagnosis.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd that redemption is not a concept-it's a decision lived out every day.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf you live with bipolar disorder, love someone who does, or want to understand what it truly feels like from the inside...\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis book will change the way you see it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNot perfect.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNot easy.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut real.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Pyramid Publishers\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/12\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798990812857\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 206\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.62lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.44d","brand":"Chris Lafreniere","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52934159401141,"sku":"9798990812857","price":16.96,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/bipolar-is-who-i-am-9798990812857","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}