{"product_id":"before-dawn-9781968067144","title":"Before Dawn","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eABIGAIL-ANN ASHER\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNew York City was supposed to be my fresh start, a chance to leave behind the ghosts of San Francisco and the insecurities that refuse to let me go. I came here to rebuild myself, to prove that I am more than my past.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThen I meet him.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMikkel Suarez is powerful, magnetic, and heartbreakingly handsome. He's everything I should avoid-yet every time he looks at me, my walls begin to crack. He makes me want to believe in something I swore I'd given up on. Love. The kind that consumes you. But trusting him feels like a risk I can't afford.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBecause if I fall, I might not survive the landing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eMIKKEL SUAREZ\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eMy life is built on control. Everything in its place. I never questioned what I wanted-until I saw her.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eAbigail is a contradiction-strong yet guarded, confident yet wounded-and I can't stay away. She doesn't see what I do-her brilliance, her strength, the way she lights up a room. I want to be the man who proves she's worthy of love.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eBut she's not the only one afraid. There are parts of me I never let anyone see... but with her, I want to.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eI just have to convince her to stay before she decides she's better off alone. Because losing her? That's not an option.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eABIGAIL-ANN ASHER\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNew York City was supposed to be my fresh start, a chance to leave behind the ghosts of San Francisco and the insecurities that refuse to let me go. I came here to rebuild myself, to prove that I am more than my past.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThen I meet him.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMikkel Suarez is powerful, magnetic, and heartbreakingly handsome. He's everything I should avoid-yet every time he looks at me, my walls begin to crack. He makes me want to believe in something I swore I'd given up on. Love. The kind that consumes you. But trusting him feels like a risk I can't afford.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBecause if I fall, I might not survive the landing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Hardcover\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Jada West\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/04\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781968067144\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 590\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 2.10lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 1.44d","brand":"Jada West","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52034435088565,"sku":"9781968067144","price":29.74,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_07d46b5a-0fef-4a4e-b67f-09762990aad1.jpg?v=1763594247","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/before-dawn-9781968067144","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}