{"product_id":"beautiful-hell-where-the-life-i-was-given-ended-and-the-one-i-chose-began-9798995909705","title":"Beautiful Hell: Where the life I was given ended-and the one I chose began","description":"\u003cp\u003eBeautiful Hell is an intimate memoir about faith, grief, suicide, cancer, healing, and the lifelong journey of coming home to oneself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eRaised in a devout Mormon family in Utah, Christine Davis Ross learned early how to seek approval, follow expectations, and find belonging within the structures that shaped her life. Yet beneath the surface, questions about identity, truth, and self-worth quietly persisted. As she navigates childhood wounds, family relationships, marriage, motherhood, spiritual questioning, and profound loss, the life she once believed certain begins to unravel.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs grief, suicide loss, faith transition, and a later cancer diagnosis challenge everything she once believed to be true, Christine begins the difficult process of separating inherited truths from her own. What follows is not a dramatic rejection of the life she knew, but a gradual awakening-one marked by uncertainty, courage, self-discovery, and an increasing trust in her own inner voice.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSpanning decades and stretching from the mountains of Utah to the shores of Hawai'i, Beautiful Hell explores themes of generational trauma, religious identity, perfectionism, resilience, healing, and personal transformation. With honesty, compassion, and moments of unexpected humor, Christine examines the stories people inherit, the roles they learn to play, and the choices that allow them to move beyond survival and into a more authentic life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWritten with emotional depth and reflective insight, Beautiful Hell is both a deeply personal story and a universal exploration of what it means to question, grieve, heal, and begin again. It is an invitation to anyone who has ever wondered whether the life they are living truly belongs to them.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAt its heart, Beautiful Hell is a story about finding the courage to trust oneself, discovering meaning within life's most difficult experiences, and realizing that what feels like the end of one life may be the beginning of a truer one.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Christine Davis Ross\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 07\/04\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798995909705\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 406\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.19lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.90d","brand":"Christine Davis Ross","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52801372946613,"sku":"9798995909705","price":16.8,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/beautiful-hell-where-the-life-i-was-given-ended-and-the-one-i-chose-began-9798995909705","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}