{"product_id":"back-before-dawn-9781685123772","title":"Back Before Dawn","description":"\u003cstrong\u003eIt's a struggle to find a soulmate.\u003c\/strong\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003eEvery day I paste a smile on my face, get my kids out the door to school, take care of my clients eight hours a day, and pray that my commissions cover the bills. During the last thirteen years, I married and divorced two disappointing men. The divorces were terrible. I'm partly to blame for the failed marriages, but the bulk of it was their fault. I promise. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI'm still in touch with my first husband out of necessity since he's the father of my kids, but it's a train wreck since we can't stand each other. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI love my kids with all my heart, but I'm tired of raising them alone. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLate at night, after they are asleep, I log onto my three favorite dating apps and dream that the next swipe could change my life. The attention I receive online makes me forget that I'm a frantic single mom with the weight of the world on my shoulders. Most nights, I run out to meet a match if they sound promising, but many of these guys are tragically dysfunctional in person, and one of them even started stalking me. I had to file a protective order. My friends tell me that my life is spinning out of control, but I know my soulmate is out there. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI just have to find him. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDon't judge me. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI'm always back before dawn. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Level Best Books\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/27\/2023\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781685123772\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 270\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.88lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.61d","brand":"Kerry Peresta","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43040317800629,"sku":"9781685123772","price":14.41,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0473\/0804\/6492\/files\/img_deea44a2-bfa3-45f7-8a59-0c54883ad1f2.jpg?v=1689089363","url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/back-before-dawn-9781685123772","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}