{"product_id":"addicted-to-pain-9798985230482","title":"Addicted To Pain","description":"\u003cp\u003eHere's an expanded version of your synopsis, deepening the emotional pull and adding layers that will make readers \u003cem\u003ehave\u003c\/em\u003e to pick it up: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eWhat do you do when pain becomes normal? When dysfunction feels like home?\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBrandy grew up in a world where fear masqueraded as love and chaos felt like the only constant. Her childhood was marked by brokenness, and before she could even heal, life handed her new battles: teenage pregnancy, toxic relationships, and a relentless cycle of lust, addiction, and shame. Survival meant burying herself deeper into the very things that threatened to destroy her. For years, she lived in a grave of her own making, buried beneath trauma, anger, regret, and the lies that told her she would never be more than her mistakes.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut God had other plans.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eAddicted to Pain\u003c\/em\u003e is not just a memoir; it's a testimony. With raw honesty and unflinching vulnerability, Brandy invites you into the darkest corners of her story: the secrets that suffocated her, the betrayals that broke her, and the choices that left her drowning in shame. Yet this isn't where her story ends. In the very soil of her suffering, God planted seeds of grace. What once looked like death became the ground where new life took root.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is a story of redemption. Of learning that worth isn't earned, it's given. Of discovering that even in the middle of dysfunction, God is writing a story of restoration. It's about a woman who lost herself to pain but found her truest identity in Christ.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf you've ever wondered if you're too far gone... if your past is too heavy... if your scars are too deep... this book whispers a different truth: \u003cstrong\u003eyour grave is not the end. It can become the very garden where resurrection begins.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Saythat Publishing\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 09\/20\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798985230482\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 452\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.14lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 1.01d","brand":"Brandy Grillo","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52733400416437,"sku":"9798985230482","price":21.17,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/pastforward.org\/products\/addicted-to-pain-9798985230482","provider":"Past Forward","version":"1.0","type":"link"}